To, sunsun :O
Yong Sun Sun
yesterday i have a dream... and the dream was so clear until it let me saw the content of the sms... and the main character for the dream was the sms... and after i read it... was like a guide to me... in reality... i know i'm selfish in some way... so sorry... :O i'm imperfect but then i not purposely want to be like that... thanks gave me such guideline... :O
Yong Sun Sun
such a weird dream... :O but really wake me up... :O
Yong Sun Sun
my wardrobe still didn't hang any clothes... all clothes are still inside luggage... haha... damn lazy...maybe damn busy... any spare time...better save for rest :O
Yong Sun Sun
or doing nothing... just starring the laptop...waiting for nothing... :O
Yong Sun Sun
I meditate recently... a lot... think for something... try to find out the right path or at least a reason why i should be like this or like that... but then it just makes me even more down bcoz u realize lot and lot more about your own weaknesses... :O
Yong Sun Sun
"you are good, a very good girl..." etc.... emm, sometimes, i want to be bad girl as well... i not really a good girl.... i not sure i'm good or bad... i cant seem it and wont trust the sayings... good or bad is not the point for me... :O
Yong Sun Sun
i can be bad as welll, the diff. is just that i wont purposely make some1 hurt, i will thk thoroughly b4 i hurt some1... and thus at last i didn't hurt any1... that's why give u such impression... :O and this is the diff btw good man and bad man... :O
Yong Sun Sun
but for me, even u didn't action anything but just have a bad idea/thinking/planning appear in ur mind... u are still not counted as a good man... :O so i'm not a good girl :O
Yong Sun Sun
so no 1 is perfect, bcoz u don't know what they are thinking of actually :O
From, sunsun :O
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